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Reminder: Falling Apart

"You know I always fall apart. It's not my fault, it's just my flaw, it's who I am."

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What I’m Currently Playing

In no particular order...

This War of Mine

This War of Mine
This game has been taking up quite a bit of my time recently. This War of Mine is really depressing. You play a group of civilians in a war torn city, who are trying to stay alive while government and rebel forces are fighting one another and you're stuck in the middle. It's a resource gathering game that is absolutely brutal. You improve your house during the day, making sure you have fresh drinking water by building water collectors, boarding up windows to protect against scavenging gangs, building beds and furnaces to give you some semblance of comfort while you sleep, and at night you scavenge nearby sites for food, weapons and materials. It's a matter of seeing how far you can get without dying of starvation, dying of illness, dying of violence or dying because suicide seems like a better option than continuing to live that life. Yes, mental health is a resource here, too. Steal from people, murder people for resources -- hell, even a lack of cigarettes or coffee influences your group's mental fortitude. It's brutal.

Life is Strange
I have been absolutely captivated by Life is Strange since it came out a couple of months ago. Essentially an episodic story-telling game in which you play a girl who finds out she has the ability to rewind time, a bit like Hiro from Heroes. Every few months a new episode came out and I found myself completely captivated by the characters in the game. I'm not entirely I was ever the target audience of the game, since the game is a story about deep friendship between two young adults, but the story, the tenderness of the main character, the friendships she builds and maintains throughout the game really captured me. I just finished the last chapter this weekend and while the ending was a little dissatisfying, it's mostly because I didn't want the story to end yet.

Tales from the Borderlands

Tales from the Borderlands
I've been a massive Borderlands fan for a very long time. There's nothing I don't like about the games so far. When an episodic story-telling game was announced, done by the acclaimed Telltale Games, I was on board. The more Borderlands, the better. Many people think that Tales from the Borderlands has been Telltale's best game so far. It's got all of the humour and atmosphere of the Borderlands games and it beautifully expands the universe in a way I found dissatisfying, but in a good way. I just wanted more!

Game of Thrones
Much like with Tales of the Borderlands, I really wanted to experience the intrigue of Essos and Westeros more interactively and this Telltale game, while much less accomplished than Tales of the Borderlands, really filled that void. When asked which house I'd be, I'd probably say house Forrester! Though they are nowhere near as powerful, cool or accomplished, I am bound to them since this game. I've really enjoyed it and was really glad to see the original actors of the show lend their voices to the project.

Plague, Inc
I've been playing this game, on and off, since I went to visit Marco and Clarissa last year. Marco was playing it on his iPad and I got mildly addicted to it. Ever since I've been occasionally returning to it. You basically play an infection of some sort; bacterial, viral, zombie, neurax worm, you name it. You develop and infect more and more people and your goal is essentially to kill the world population before they can find a cure for you. It's good, cathartic fun.

Galak-Z: The Dimensional
I haven't played Galak-Z yet, but I bought it recently and am planning to start playing this as my time-waster. You know, that game that you can play for twenty minutes here and there. One that you can easily fire up any time, and put as easily as something comes up. When I first saw it, it reminded me of Thunder Force III, which I played to death on the Sega Megadrive. I liked that game so much that I still revisit the soundtrack from time to time and when the mood hits me, play an emulated version of it for an evening. I hope Galak-Z will fulfill that need.

The Witcher 3

The Witcher III: Wild Hunt
Recently I bemoaned the fact that I haven't really found a good time sink game since completing Dragon Age: Inquisition, which wasn't as good as I had hoped it would be. When The Witcher III came out, I was a little skeptical. I never played the first two games, but they came highly recommended by some people I trust when it comes to matters of gaming. Last night I decided to install it and give it a go. If it turns out the game requires more background knowledge to enjoy, I might switch to The Witcher II first and then pick up III again afterwards. If it's as good as people say it is, I should be fine. Also, I don't think I have ever played a CD Project Red game before, and I am hoping that it will give me some insight into the upcoming Cyberpunk 2077 game that I'm eagerly awaiting.


D&Diesel, This is Fantastic

I had no real interest in watching The Last Witch Hunter, but I might give it a chance after this fantastic D&D session! (Source: Vin Diesel, Nerdist, and Geek and Sundry’s critical role battle in D&Diesel)

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Some Thoughts on Leaving a Lasting Impression

BreakdownOfRPGPlayersI've been playing tabletop RPG's with my friends for over 20 years. In that time some people have come, some people have gone, but the one thing that remained the same is that we've always been keen on good, solid, collaborative storytelling. We've played so many different campaigns -- predominantly Shadowrun, D&D and Call of Cthulhu, with some small jaunts into other games like Vampire: The Masquerade and Eclipse Phase, and alternative Shadowrun settings -- that it's impossible to remember all of them.

The campaigns that I remember most clearly are the ones that I am most proud of and those that were the most fun. The first time I really plotted a D&D campaign was back in the early naughties, when I ran a D&D campaign in the Forgotten Realms' Khedron Valley. I had really taken my time to plan things out, think things through, and do a lot of world building even before starting the game. I've become much better at this, which is why I'm currently running a rather successful alternate Shadowrun campaign, where I've taken out all the elements that bugged me (read about it here, and here) creating something that comes much closer to cyberpunk than manapunk, which is what the cannon Shadowrun can be categorised as. So as time goes by, and I get smarter and wiser, the games I've prepared have become much better and more memorable.

But sometimes there's something that really stands out. I ran a mini-campaign once when the SARS outbreak was at its peak. It was a realistic, modern-day setting, using Shadowrun's third edition rules, in which the players were hired by the WHO to investigate the lockdown of Hong Kong because of an outbreak of a mysterious illness. That game was memorable because it completely derailed in silliness. I'm not sure we ever finished the story, but it was hilarious.

Another time, while playing Shadowrun around the time of the 2059 Corporate War, the players were required to kidnap David Hague, a high ranking Fuchi executive, as he flies into Seattle. They spent many sessions planning the kidnapping, only to find that the incoming flight exploded mid-air and crash landed in the Redmond barrens, completely derailing the storyline. They weren't very happy with that, and probably still aren't. They still bring it up from time to time when they take a carefully planned approach to something. They're probably bitter, but that story left them with a lasting impression.

And I find that this is something I'm chasing; something that leaves a lasting impression. I'm not sure if I'm trying hard enough, or too hard, but it's very difficult to find that balance of a great collaborative story, and setting something up that leaves a lasting impression and won't leave the players feel rail-roaded.


Ghost in the Shell: Identity in Space

This video helped me understand a few things that I've come to notice over time.

I recollect very clearly how Eva and I once went to see the Takeshi Kitano vehicle Brother in the cinema once. There was a scene in the film that was a shot of two men in the back of a limousine, one looking out the window at the city passing him by, the other stoically staring at nothing in front of him, only stirring to brush a noticed bit of fluff from his leg. A group of people behind us just didn't get the pacing, the stillness, the pointlessness of the scene, while I loved it.

One of my favourite scenes in Ghost in the Shell, is a scene that adds nothing to the story, except to add some mood to the film by showing some disconnected shots of the city. I love everything about that sequence, but I was never able to put my finger on why it was so special and why it was so different.

Now I do. It's aspect-to-aspect, rather than action-to-action.

Action-to-action is the transition from one shot to another that drives the story forward, from one goal-driven action to another goal-driven action. This is something that's most often used in Western visual storytelling media, like cinema and comic books, while Eastern (specifically Japanese) storytelling often uses aspect-to-aspect transitions, where the story isn't driven forward, just the perception, which helps to explore the space the scene plays out in.